Monday, September 24, 2007
ARGGhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i consider very GOOD already ok!! i brough him dinner ALL THE WAY to his house !I called his house untill the phone want burst he never even answer it at all! i went up lucky his mum did not lock it before she went out.i waited so long!!
Of course im angry!he still dare to SHOUT at me for scolding him!? WAT THE FUCK was that!!??
This is all the shit i get in return ?!
FUCK IT!
& right before i was about to go back i went to his room to take a ciggrette. I saw Bubblegums & Dvds.i was wondering why theres all this when he didnt went to JB. then i saw his passport on his table.So i just pick up and see. and i saw a STAMP with "23 September 2007". I was SUPER ANGRY n approach him.he snatch away the passport & contiune eating! i kept asking him & ask him to show me the passport.Cause i knoe this is not the firts time he lie to me..He die die also dont want give it to me.Cause he is SCARED!
Untill this point of time still want to contiune to lie???God sake la..I was angry & sad & kept crying.Cause i felt im SO SILLY to kept trying to believe him & for nothing he always blame me for not trusting him!
LOOK AT WHAT HE HIMSELF DID!!! still got the GUTS to blame me for NOTHING.
He still can say : " i promise myself not to make you cry."
Who give a SHIT!? it was what you fucking did that make me cry alright!!
i dont need to know what you did at JB! all i want to know is how many times you went there without telling me!
12 , 16 ,17 & 23 september 2007 he went JB without telling me! & was lying to me all along!!!
HOW COULD YOU EVER DO THIS FUCK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????
TELL ME HOW TO FORGIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
WHY cant you just STOP HURTING ME!!!!??
i WILL NEVER EVER FUCKING TURST YOU ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES U SAY U "swear" & "promised", its all CRAPS & SHIT !!
keep all your FAKE swearings & promises for your future DUMB gfs!!